3 Weeks from Monday . . . . .

So, three weeks from Monday, on May 11, we are going to meet our baby boy. I am so excited I can't even stand it. I want to hold him and kiss him and see what he looks like. I'm not excited about the lack of sleep and craziness that ensues when a newborn arrives, but we'll survive, just like everbody does. :) Ava is excited about the baby. Surprisingly, I think she really understands what's going on. She's always touching my belly and saying, "Hi Baby Kai!" or "When are you coming to play?" It's so cute. She's obsessed with everything about the baby. She helps me with everything. Folding and washing the baby's clothes, making sure his room is just so, and letting me know everything that is his. I am stressed about bringing a brand new baby into Ava's life when it's just been the three of us for 3 years! It's probably irrational, but what's stressing me out is that 1) Ava's life is going to change and it won't just be us as little buddies anymore and 2) Kai will never have the one on one time with us that Ava had. It's silly to stress about those things because it's just how it is. People have 2 children all of the time. There are four kids in my family and I would have been mad at my parents if they would have stopped with just me! My siblings are the best thing in the world. I just feel like I need to spend as much quality time with Ava as possible in the next three weeks because it won't ever be like this again! What I need to remember is that it will be better. :)