Bittersweet! That's how today was. I sent my baby girl to kindergarten! (By the way - she still lets me call her that, but only when nobody else is around, and only after I explained to her that I wasn't calling her a baby, just that she will always be MY baby). Ava has been looking forward to kindergarten ALL summer! Then we went to orientation with a lot of people and she's been a little wary about it ever since. We had a fun "Back to school" party complete with pizza, a lesson on how to treat people, father's blessings, and a movie night. When she woke up this morning she cam running into my room with a smile on her face. I said, "What's today?" She yelled, "Kindergarten!" She went immediately from all excited to her sad face telling me she didn't want to go. The next thing I knew she had on her new school clothes asking me to do her hair. Honestly, she was reminding me of Rapunzel when she leaves her tower. A bit of a split personality. Well, she put on a brave face and I, I mean we, made it through the drop off. She sat right down and started on her little project. I stood at the back of the class trying to get my emotions under control so I could go and hug her goodbye. It makes me sad that she's getting so old, but I am also so excited for her! When I picked her up she said, "I really liked it Mom! I'm just not sure if I can go every day." Such a funny kid. Most of what she told me about her day had to do with the playground rules. It's really hard for me to just leave her there because I want to be watching what she's doing and how she's reacting to it. I guess this is just my first lesson on "letting go."
Kai wanted to be in this picture so bad, but Ava was having none of that. Poor kid. :)
Oh, and believe me, I still have a lot of summer to post about, I just had to post about this asap!
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